A better version of herself, pt 1/???

Why do I keep spending money in extravagant amounts on really mundane stuff? I justify them as things that will help get ahead in life; but will they? I just dropped what feels like zillions of dollarbucks on domains which feels like an amazing start to my ventures, but was it necessary? Why was it so expensive? Why do I feel compelled to get *all* the domains that might apply to my venture? I actually paired stuff back a lot too. I need to just use what I have, which is plenty across the board, and stop buying new hobbies and ventures... It feels like if I get the thing, or pay the service, then I am setting myself up. Like that action to buy the planner, course, domain, etc. is what might tip me towards success. I don't think that's a good association to have... It's honestly kind of OCD and superstitious. When I want to shop during sleep times, or when I scroll social, I need to pivot that behavior towards a different habit, like writing or duolingo or literally anything other than spending money. You can do this. tomorrow you will not spend any money. Go you.